I don’t care if you drink, smoke, claim straight edge, have lots of sex, have no sex, believe in god, believe in aliens, believe in nothing, eat meat, eat no meat, are vegan, or even like anything I like. Just be cool with me, and I’ll be cool with you.
I miss the days when I was able to make decisions based on what made me happiest. Now, I’m stuck with those decisions that make me unhappy but that fit into my life. I just want to be happy with what I’m doing which is why I’m going to sacrifice my own happiness for the next few years in order to provide my future self with all the comforts that I deserve. It feels like I’m not living in the now but I am. I’m unhappy right now and I accept that….I won’t fight it. If I died today well then I accept that I died unhappy. Happiness will come to me when I least expect it. The universe will lead me down that path and I am willing to walk barefoot over the sharp stones if it means in the end everything will work out.